I’m rethinking going to CEC. I think staying in the house with the boys may not be the best course of action right now. 

I may do errands first with them (Target always cheers me up) and then meet up with you closer to noon.  We have a parent/teacher conference at 2:45 PM.

I’m struggling right now.  I think it’s depression coming back to me, with the post marathon letdown, gaining weight marathon week, the boys’ behavior and this weather makes me want to just curl up in front of the tv eating snacks. 

However, I’m not ready for the side effects of going back on medication yet.  Weight gain and no sex drive isn’t going to help me right now, either.

I didn’t work out yesterday, other than rearranging furniture and helping my dad put together the bunk bed for the boys.  I’m walking the line between berating myself for not working out, and trying to give myself a little bit of slack. 

I haven’t worked out yet today either.  I wish that Chuck E Cheese had DDR or some other fun physical game to play there.  Meanwhile the laundry has piled up again and the house is a wreck. 

I need to snap out of it and get back on track!