I’m trying to get back into the swing of things, but it’s so hard.

I’m disappointed in myself for eating badly and not exercising, but I can’t seem to convert that into motivation 

I went shopping yesterday with my mom for a dress to wear to my cousin’s wedding in NJ June 22.  UGH.  Nothing fit right.   

But, we did go for a little hike last night after dinner at Garden of the Gods with the boys and my mom.  It was right at sunset, so it was nice and cool but still light enough to see.  Perfect hiking weather. 

I don’t like the heat. YUCK.  I need to get up early to run when its cool, but that would mean fighting my night owl nature.  If I wait until the end of the day to run, it’s easy for me to not do it.   

I *will* run on Sunday morning.  I will get my lazy ass out of bed by 8 AM and just go.
I *will* run on Sunday morning.
I *will* run on Sunday morning.
I *will* run on Sunday morning.
I *will* run on Sunday morning.
I *will* run on Sunday morning.
I *will* run on Sunday morning.

I’m so far off my training program by missing just one week.    I’m supposed to be up to 5 miles this Sunday.  I’m going to go for 3 miles instead – allowing myself to fastwalk if I need to. 

I need a workout routine to use with my exercise ball.  There was on All Star Workouts, but the flaming instructor just annoyed me.  I prefer the sensei/drill sergeant type.

Dangit.  I need to get my ass in gear.  I am going to do a Tae Bo work out right now.    I need to get out of this FUNK!